KrewL-RaiN

Saw a few happy birthdays and popped on to say thanks! Surprised some still watch me even though I am undead here. I have been a busy booger. I finally moved out of the nest into my own apartment, which has solved a load of mental health issues aka I am happy! I have been here over a month and doing fine. Still looking for part time work... job searching is so stressful >

Man I just cant seem to win. My Tervigon and Tfex photos with my new desk lamp turned out awesome, and then this starts to happen. I even changed the lamp bulb and cut the fabric off the top of the box, and this still happens. http://img835.imageshack.us/img835/204/photographywoes.jpg I am having a perfectionist meltdown again. I hate photography =| I wrecked the fabric on my Photobox and wasted 12 dollars for nothing. So much for my mass update if I can figure this crap out. Man I get mad at the stupidest things lol... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- With my lightbox working the way

Today I was at step sisters daughters 3rd birthday party. There were quite a lot of little kids there, like toddler age. I have always noticed young kids take a HUGE liking to me. The baby was giving me that stare too. So I start giving him attention and O M G that baby just went into super happy land. Kids always give me that weird stare... animals love me to bits too... so now I am driven mad to find out why... Then I stumble into the land of Auras, and reading about it kinda clicked... like I kinda knew about this something we have. We had some kind of connection to something, and we loose it when we go to school. Schools are just... prog